What now?

hi dear readers,

been thinking alot about future job n plans lately..

i thought that the 6 month holls would open my mind n heart to what i really want but all i'm left is more confused n frustrated.

 i dont know whether my calling is to be a teacher. i kinda hate it eventho i'm not bad at it.

i admit i'm very the materialistic kind so i look more to $$$ and happiness from the job.

Thats the reason i'm clowning. no sane girl would go destroy her face with facepaint with harsh removal n stand for hours being a fool if NOT BECAUSE OF money. (yeah yeah i'm greedy, materialistic and shallow..whatever..it is my childhood dream to never be poor!)

Recently inspired by my roomie Pei Yue to join SIA (singapore airlines) intake early august..i know their standarts are very high but i wont lose out trying rite? afterall it is my secondary sch dream to fly (which was shot down by dad cause he said i was not educated at that time)

Dad on the other hand wants me to be some HR in big company or join some diplomatic department as translator or personal asst. WTH!! (i was not born to sit a 9-5pm job n confined to a damn cubicle like a hamster!)

Mom on the other hand wants me to teach and lead a SECURE life with the gov eventho it will suck badly. (she survived so long in service cause she has magical powers of patience n extreme tolerance to nonsense) sadly i didnt inherit that patience button.

 Me? all i want is to marry a rich guy, get my afternoon naps, raise my pets n kids (if i ever change my mind) well and run a business from home and get involved in NGO helping the abused animals, poor,orphaned and illiterate.. all i want is SECURITY of a big home (i'm claustrophobic cant live in small flats) food on my table n love within the family. also money so i'm empowered to help others..

 WHAT CAREER PATH SHOULD I DO NOW?

i'm qualified for any normal boring job out there. but what is my calling?

GOD PLEASE SPEAK TO ME!!

what do u guys think?