falling in electricity

Hi dear readers,

I'm a little off the hook as my brains are currently being fried like an egg by the fever (on off mode)


Let me make a little confession like a teenage bimbo
i have an itsy bitsy crush on a boy like back in high sch.
 all senses heightened, the grass seems greener, the food tastes super, the sky seems so blue n head floating in the air kinda feel. 

i get sudden great inspirations, ideas n have weird fantasies rushing thru my mind..
i want to sing out loud and dance in the rain n shake hands with everybody (only when fever is down)
this is the short period of time where my hormones hijack my brain n i think with my butt emotions.
i like this feeling. its very difficult for me too as my relationship is already complicated.


i know its not love but a short rush of adrenaline n fever plus together.
I havent felt like this since i liked A (my ex) 12 years back.
my brains are like cotton candy all fuzzy without logic
its just waves and waves of lovey dovey feeling flooding over me <3
I cant tell u who he is, i cant tell him how i feel.
because i know its only temporarily and thats why i will do nothing..

If only dreams lasted longer n reality would just slow down..then i'll be happier =,)