She is my superhero, my mom

Mommy,

if ur reading this

i want to say that you mean the world to me.

i know how lucky i am to be your daughter.

i cringe at the thought of what if i was born into another family..and what if by a cruel twist of fate i would never have met you.

you are my inspiration n the person i aspire to be as i grow older.

mommy i am so sorry

for all the terrible i have done against God and you and family u still took me back into your arms n forgave me and let me start anew with a clean slate.

i'm sorry for all the heartache n tears. no mother should ever endure such pain caused by her children.

your recent call and act of kindness made me cry because i never expected you to find out my problems and never expected you to act one step ahead of me. I am already an adult who is suppose to be taking care of you but instead u still need to babyspoon feed me..

to support me in my rock bottom time was like refreshing rain pouring over the desert in times of drought.

I will never forget your utmost patience, generosity, words of wisdom and gentle voice that calms me down in times of calamity..whether i call in panic night or day even thru ur classroom teaching period  u would always  make time for me, 
whenever i wanted something you would buy it or get the task done for me..
i miss living by myself away from you.

It is true what the bible says about a woman after God's heart

She is a friend, a mother, a sister and wife. loving, loyal, steadfast to the end.

She is one who shines all of God's goodness thru her life.

I just ask to be at least half as kind n strong n wise as you are.

i love you. and those words are not enough to express my deepest gratitude n kindred towards you mom.

May God bless you with all things bright n wonderful because i will never be able to repay all of your love  in this short lifetime...

thank you for never giving up on me. for defending me countless times. for all those silent prayers you said on my behalf.

for seeing me thru to this day...

yours,

Ting :)