As i type this i'm sitting in a funny position crouching like a cacated crab cause my P cramps are killing me! hahaha.the wondrous joys of being a woman! indeed.. Returned to pg on friday, cleaned up new house which i co-exist with 10 other homo-sapiens. funny thing is, my new housemates have alot of "J" names. Juwie, Jave, Jeremy, Jessica. only 4 lah actually, the rest are ling mei, pei yue, cheng ping, seong, suna and occasionally their other beloved halves.
Uni started yesterday and so far so stress. haha, i dont lie. the return to sudden hectic-ness is a rude shocker. i'm terribly homesick and been having real bad sinus lately. together with my P cramps, i'm a real bitch to be around these days.all these amount to no good. i sincerely apologize to my housemates and frens whom i've given the "zoned out i'm a zombie look".
i like to call this the "post-holiday-mini-depression-syndrome"
Enough of complaining. A good fren recommended me to pick up 2 very inspirational books entitled " DARE TO FAIL" and "THINK AND GROW RICH". i always tot these were boring stuff for wannabe-entrepreneurs but how wrong i was. i recommmend u to take a peek too if u have the time. a few powerful lines from DARE TO FAIL :
"Failing is a process of growth.
It is like ageing, a constant process of renewal. The old dies and gives life for a new life.
People say life is a struggle but STRUGGLE IS LIFE!
Who wants a tough hard life? Most ppl think that taking the easy way out or living a easy life without problems is good. It’s a serious misconception. I personally hate it.
But only with struggle, be it physical or mental is crucial to make us stronger in body and mind.
Struggle FORCES us to move when we stand still. It leads us to the full realization that success comes through struggle and nothing worthwhile in life is ever achieved without a struggle.
It doesn’t matter how many times a person falls but measure him by how many times he climbs up again. A person who can climb up again after he falls will never be drowned..
so, the many struggles in life, the heartache, the pains are necessary if u want to be great. So instead of cursing and swearing, understand and cherish them while you are experiencing them as they are part of the making of a man/ woman =) "
so what do i do now? i have to seriously stop complaining and stop wallowing in this pool of pathetic self pity. i want to pick up and walk and run again. stronger, better, wiser.
there is so much to change. its an uphill battle. i cant do this alone. i need God, his eternal grace n love, the tender care of family and support of frens. help me help myself..
these are a few snapshots of new sem in penang! more at fb profile =)
on the bus ride back to penang, i was doing alot of soul searching 
the horrible terrible vegetable condition of our messy room
a little improvement here and there
TA-DA, so neat and tidy ady!(after 50 hours of cleaning and rearranging)
first dinner together n 1 stop at petrol station and this happened..
first day in class, the madness to sign up for tutorials was overwhelming!
they got me a HUGE COW toy for my belated birthday, how sweet of em =)
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