MUGGING like a MUGGER

I spent the whole day MUGGING my online notes.

Mugging:  Singapore colloquial term for intensive studying; a person who is studying intensively - derived from British colloquial term to mug up.

i physically want to VOMIT after so many hours staring at a page with tiny pewny malay words dancing around. the content sometimes enters the celebral cortex n digested into memory sometimes it justs slip away like a slippery frog.

 s-t-r-e-s-s nia

i tot after university i would NEVER HAVE TO SIT FOR ANY exams but i was wrong. aiyoyo 

so many months of relaxation after graduation has made my temper become very mild n calmer n gentler. now it all flares up again like kerosene poured into bondfire!

this is the one time i'm fierce like a lion > when i'm studying for some exam or watever important. screw with me or say something wrong in this sensitive time n u will DIE. muahahaha. madness also sets in. 

the biggest irony will come if all the hours n effort i put into studying they ask STUPID UNRELATED QUESTIONS then i will launch a massive stink bomb missile and bomb the entire damn Jabatan Pendidikan department in Putrajaya!

i hate studying. and yet i'm so kiasu. watever exam or competition i join i want to be the best. like ALWAYS!

 i will not disappoint myself, my family or my God. 

(this has been my motto since secondary school)

p/s- today i talked to him, only for a short moment but it made me feel so much happier, so motivated to study without feeling an once of tiredness. like a child given candy. maybe just this once i will let myself be happy since its helping me!

and to end my post, i dedicate this song to all you lovebirds out there. i heard this song back in my uni days while i was studying for a major exam and it helped me sing along n took the stress away!

enjoy :)