Wednesday, August 26, 2009

wanting...so badly

i miss my mommy in times like these..
yesterday voice gone.
today voice coming back.
pain also doubled.
pain in every joint, every optic nerve in this old body.
head heavy like hell as if there was a ton of iron pulling it down into the deep sea.
i'm suddenly happy suddenly solemn and sad.
mood swings ni gila gila
must be the effect of the meds.
hope my kidneys dont fail on me trying to process them! hahhahaha!
i really wanna get well
hate this condition.
hate being weak n grumpy.
hate being a complainer.
i got 2 days MC,kononnya home quarantined by Doc.
gonna sleep my days away.

hope i dont rot and stink up the room.

there is so much to explore out there! i just wanna bounce back!

wanna be bright happy and cherry!!

common common, its all in ur mind sandra, FIGHT IT AND COME OUT VICTORIOUS
MIND OVER MATTER!!!

aww..how i wish i was in mummy's caring arms again. her touch would melt away all the sickness..

i really wanna go home..


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